Bad Day #500 something

ok, today sucked. we now have no working cars. busy day at work. registers didnt work. things arent the greatest with kev. things tend to come up in my life. or i never say the right thing. or anything at all. i dunno. my parents have told me that im not good at listening. so... i dunno...maybe that carried on to my relationships too. i dunno. but im tired of it. thats been the one thing thats relieved me of all my stress...but now stressing about that too...its too much...so, its hard to just not stop caring...but, i cant do that. i just hope kev doesnt give up on me...even tho, i wouldnt blame him i guess...ok, well, im gonna go do something...i guess...