The house is shaking...

Ok, so long day at work today...i was supposed to work 10-5, but i got some overtime and worked til 8...it was pretty busy..not too eventful..
Its storming really bad here.....and fun fact...I HATE storms...they terrify me. And theres a tornado watch out...i dont even know if thats the worst...watch is better than warning..right? but yea...so im in my house...all alone..scared...but...i like alone...well...sometimes. I really wish i were cuddling with my love right about now....ahhh...oone day...
So i ate really really healthy today..I hope kev did too...and i wanna run once this storm stops...all ive had is a ham, leaf lettuce, and cheese wrap, and tons and tons of water...i really wanna lose a few pounds...or a lot...ill take whatever...ok, so the lightning is sooooo bad! eeeek...and the tv went out...urg...i made fruit dip for mom when i got home from work...its pretty good...i just licked the spoon...promise!! :)
I hope that i can see kev this weekend...i cant believe im back to hoping like that...i miss the past 4 months...more than i can explain...
well, imma go sweep and do laundry...and arrange all my junk...in my room...so...hopefully tomorrows post will be longer...and hopefully more cheery...opening in the morn with my boss and his boss...fun fun...
song of the day..."Just got paid" Nsync....and thanks to JK for singing it with me all day

Spiderman

ok, so spiderman is a great movie....spiderman 3 tho is very annoying.

i really wanted to go and see brother believe me tonight...but im stuck babysitting...again. All I have to think about tho is Monday...50ish hours away...cedar point...a whole day with the one i love. :) ahh couldnt get any better...

so work kinda sucked today. altho, when others do bad...and i do good, it makes me look good. and i like that. is that bad? i should be trying to help others be better and not expect anything like praise in return. ive always had a problem with that. it makes me a bad person...not someone i wanna be like or someone God wants me to be :( its something i need to work on.

so i have to post this. Spiderman 3 may have the best almost-purposal scene. the idea is sweet, but it doesnt work out. ugh...but it was a sweet idea. thats the thing that bugs me most about that movie.

ok, well, im gonna read tonight...i had a nice nap...so im pumped. im gonna text kev a lot tonight to make his night the best ever! I love him!

Getting better...

Things are slowly starting to get back to good. We finally got one of our cars back. Which is really nice. Kevin and I are back to good...which is also very nice. I think we just have different opinions and beliefs on a lot...and sometimes that can be very crazy. but i think we know how to work through our problems....the solution?....im always right...and he just needs to learn to accept that! haha....nah...only kidding. ;)

ok, so i finally have today off. I opened the past 3 days, and i open the next 2 days. i was so exhausted last night that I slept for 12 hours...from 12 -12...lol.

I have a work meeting today. and im excited because Kevins gonna be there! yaaay!

maybe doing something with kevin tomorrow. he has a game, then we may go get stuff for a picnic. We r gonna try to have a picnic on the beach at cedar point monday! how cute will that be ;) hehe...I looooove him!

ok, well, im all ready for this meeting. so i dont know what to do now! lol....i cleaned the bathroom a bit today...so now im just sittin here waitin for mom to get home from getting flowers...kevins at work today...and ive realized that the olny works he knows how to text today are "oh yeah" and "awesome" LOL

Ok, well, cyaaaa!!!
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Surprise!

Ok, so its been a really bad past week.. so last night i was playying yahtzee with mom a little after midnight and we heard a knowk at the door. i couldnt tell who it was. so mom and i were really scared. i mean, come on, what would you do if you heard a knock on your door at midnight. so mom answered the door and it was kevin! he brought me flowers and candy...oh and berts bees. we had a rough couple days and it was so sweet of him to do that. it was like the first time in my life that i have almost cried because someone did something so sweet for me! it makes me soooo happy, and i couldnt stop smiling all night! Kevin and i both have our issues...and faults. but we are so good together we can work anything out, and i think thats how i know that our relationship will work forever. :) Today church was great. They talked in SS about seeking God while going through troubles...which fit perfectly. Having no cars is getting realllllllly old. Got to ride a motorcycle today@ it was sooo fun! right now, im getting ready to babysit...bLAH! hopefully kevin will call! only a week til CP!!! woohoo! ok , well cya!

Bad Day #500 something

ok, today sucked. we now have no working cars. busy day at work. registers didnt work. things arent the greatest with kev. things tend to come up in my life. or i never say the right thing. or anything at all. i dunno. my parents have told me that im not good at listening. so... i dunno...maybe that carried on to my relationships too. i dunno. but im tired of it. thats been the one thing thats relieved me of all my stress...but now stressing about that too...its too much...so, its hard to just not stop caring...but, i cant do that. i just hope kev doesnt give up on me...even tho, i wouldnt blame him i guess...ok, well, im gonna go do something...i guess...

what a looooooong day

Today seemed to go on and on and on...especially after 3! geesh...went to work at 11....had fun the first 4 hours...but after the split..it sucked. boring...boring...boring. cleaning galore! then got off at 715 and mom didnt come til 830. they forgot me! geesh...and my cell died...lol. went to the landing pad for about an hour and a half, then we all went to Coldstone for a bit. got moms car back...i cant sleep...and its midnight...and i have to get up in 4.5 hours...ut oh! haha...oh well, 3 hours of sleep wont be bad. hopefully hangin out with some friends tomorrow night...off work @ 1....then helpin mom...then hopefully somethin fun. ok, well im gonna watch a movie...or read...who knows...ceeeeeyyyyyyaaa!
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Rain

Rain, rain, go away, come again some other day...or how about...NEVER!!! geez....went to Owens baseball game tonight and it rained the whole time...and then it poured...finally they called the game...
I had today off. Got up at 6ish...then at 11. Did facebook for a while and then went to Branans witih mom to check on her car and to get mine checked out. Her car is almost done. And they think mine will need a transmission. GRRR...
Then we went to findlay. Cashed my check, and then got ice cream. Went to verizon. Got a hot pink phone cover! Love it! Then I went to Kevos to get moms wedding picture.
Hung out with Kev last night. We had a blast. I think this Sunday him and I are going with a couple friends to go to the Drive In in Kenton. That will be fun! Came home and cleaned a bit. Went to Owens game. Helped mom make supper...then just talked to her for a while.
I really dont feel like writing tonight. So I dont feel bad for keeping this short. Because dum dum Kevin doesnt EVER blog....sooo... :) oh well, I still LOVE him...ALOT!!!!!
I wanna use my new slushie maker!!!! but i need ice.
I work stupid 11-8 tomorrow...ugh...i hate that shift. I guess they got a 89% on the basic they had tonight...stupid Carp let the beef touch i guess...oh well, im glad for the dumb thing to be over with. Im tired of stressing about something so stupid for 4 straight months...
Ok, well im gonna go back to watching HSM3...hopefully, kevin will call soooooon!
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