I <3 Kevin!

Well, the title of the day is pretty self explainitory. I love the way I feel when we are together, i love when we are apart and i miss him so much, I love having him at family get-togethers, I love looking forward to doing things with him this summer, and I love how one small note from him on FB or a text can make me much gooder for the day! I hope that i am lucky enough to get to spend the rest of my life with him. And for some reason this shouldnt happen to work out, then i can only hope to be friends with him for life! But, I dont think I'll have to worry about that :) He is the most helpful person ever! And i know that he is alwaus there for me when i need him. I know that my family and I put a lot of stress on him. I just want them to love him like i do. Well, not exactly in the same way haha. But I never mean to make him feel not good enough...but i know it does. But he is good enough. Too good. And in the end, its me that has to be with him...not them :) We may come from 2 totally different families, but we are soooo happy together. So, I miss him when we are away, when we are together, and hearing his voice on the phone...:) I love you Kevin!

So lifes been pretty crazy lately...a lot of stress from the job, parents, and some things even with myself. But I just need to step back, and let God lead me. And things will work out tons better! I cant plan my future, only He knows that.

Its finally getting warmer out! YAaaaay!

2 baseball games tonight! Im going to owens...moms takin ev to his.

I have 2 days off! Mom and i are going shopping tomorrow!

ok, gonna go watch the Bachelorette.!

God Bless<3

Keys Pleeeese?!

So, I dont work til 430 today, and the only thing i have to do is make pretzels for owens class....sooo sleep in! Well, not so much. Mom called at 8 and said she locked herself out of the church and i needed to come pick her up. Got up, ready, and 1 min from being at the church she called and said someone with keys had shown up...GRRR...so i came home, determined to go back to bed, and saw that Saved by the Bell was on. So of course, it being the best show ever, i had to watch it! so i am still up. I think im gonna go outside for a while. its so nice out. Work on that tan. :)

So 5 of my friends got jobs at Cedar Point this summer. some asked if I would come with and work there. they are still looking for more ppl to work. I really want to but i feel like I have too much holding me back here. I have Kevin, who would be one and a half hours away, and theres Arbys...the place that i dont know if ill ever be able to leave....change is hard...yaknow?

I schedule classes thurs for owens. Thats good! I am excited! To finally do something. Altho things will get a bit busier...but...

Well, got 3 amazing shows to watch tonight. Finale of Dancing with the Stars, Idol, and the First episode of the new bachelorette. So if I dont text from like 11-2am...im watching those...Go Adam and Shawn, adam for Idol and Shawn for Dancing!!!!!

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Tired

tired1
adjective
1.
exhausted, as by exertion; fatigued or sleepy: a tired runner.

Tired is exactly what i am today. And I even had a 2ish hour nap...I think ive gotten like 9 hours in the past 3 days...for real...when am i gonna get caught up...maybe next week, when I have some later shifts at work. I wont be opening much in the next couple weeks. Im working some mid shifts to help out with both lunch and dinner for a contest we are having at arbys.

Babysat my bosses kids last night til 4 am. It stormed so bad...and if you know me, then you"ll know that i am terrified of storms. They have some really cute kittens and they are bringing them over to give to us....well, at least 2 of them.

Not too sure what im gonna do tonight. Im babysitting. the brothers. I may clean my room and read a bit. I had ice cream today...which sucks,....im having a hard time trying to eat healthier! It sucks...i really want to and am so dissappointed at the end of the day when i realize i didnt do very well. :( so maybe i will ride the bike for a bit! well, i think ima gonna go! try to find a way to stay awake!

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New Day,.

So after my last blog...the night turned crazy, and ended up not living at home...well, at least for one niight. Went to Stevie B's ...mmm...but it was really a horrible night...but todays better...much better..

Opened with Dot. We had a pretty ok time...a bit busy...but that happens. Came home...and now im babysitting Ev while mom cleans the church. Church tonite. Then who knows what. M,aybe bed...i didnt really sleep much last night. Just woke up off and on...maybe got and hour and 45 min,,.,,maybe...

All I can say is that I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life...my friends, Kevin and my mother. And I really do thank God everyday for that...

Pay day today as well, but it all goes to my car...OMG!!! I am sick and tired of being poor...or at least tight with money...it sucks, but thats life.

Allrighty...time to help out a brotha with homework! Later!
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sigh...

I really dont feel like blogging. Not much has happened really. Pretty Crappy past 5 days..some good parts tho! Mothers day was pretty fun with mom and the boys....lets see, works been...uhh...ok, Jeremy came home today...kinda fun to see him, went to kevins..now home...yup, pretty boring..ok, goodnight

Tic Tac

Im so mad. I wrote a huge long blog for today, and i went to publish it and it said it couldnt and it erased it all, not i gotta rewrite it. UGGGGGGGGGGG!

So its been a busy past 5 days!

Saturday Kev and I went out with some friends. Crackel Barrel. Mmm. Then we went to Bluff to take a walk. It was so nice. I love doing things like that. We walked thru the campus. Then watched Yes Man.

Sunday mom and I slept thru church. We went to Hong Kong Buffet and then out for ice cream cones. Then we went to the resevoir. It was so beautiful! The Kev met us at 6:30 for church. Kev and I went and visited Amanda at her new apt. Its really nice! We all went to Coldstone. PB&C shake...mmm...but so not healthy :( Then Kevin went to work.

Monday I opened and Mom and I cleaned the church. I mowed and mom and I ran. It feels good to run again! My phone also came today. Its great to have it back!

Tuesday I opened with dorothy. JK is back to work now. Came home from work and ran. Then went to Owens baseball game. they won 11-1. It was awesome. Owen is awesome. I think he is gonna be one of those ppl that are good at whatever they do. Then we went into the Bluff to get pizza and i ended up hangin with Kev for a few hours. Came home and watched the Biggest Loser. This one girl has lost 125 lbs. Why cant i just lose 15...ugg

Today im off. I just got up. Mom is cleanin the church and Kev is golfin. Id like to go to Findlay today but i dont know if ill get to. I need to do some mothers day stuff and id like to use some of my birthday giftcards!!! SHOPPIING!!! Gonna run as soon as mom gets home. I think we are gonna do 4 laps today! Church tonight!

So me and Kev are coming up with a list of 20 things to do this summer! We will post it on here once we figure it out.

I have this book of One Minute Devotionals that i have been reading. Todays Bible verse is Mark 9:1...

Well, better go!
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MAY!!!!

Im horrible at this whole blogging thing...but its ok, because you are too kev. :)
Well, I had a great 19th birthday. Jacki , Gloria and me went to the mall on the 25 and did some shopping...then met up with Kevin, Amanda, and Kelsey for dinner at la Charreadas...It was a BLAST! Then we all went bowling...Richard met us at bowling too...we bowled a couple games and then went to Jackis and went in the hot tub with mark.
The next day, my birthday, we went to church then grandpa and kevin came over at 4:30 for ribs and cheesy potatos. Then the rest of the family came over for strawberry jello cake and ice cream...oh, and presents. I got lots of giftcards and some really sweet cards ;) Kevin and I sat out by the campfire and talked til about 1am...then it got pretty cold.

Ok, so todays the parents 10 year anniversary. Grandpa is over here babysitting the boys and I, we are having a pretty good night, we oplayed some games and watche d Homeward Bound. Went to Evans last soccer game tonight and it poured down rain so hard i was dripping wet and very cold. Kev worked 9am to 5 am today...it sucks ....i havent gotten to see him in forever...I miss him! But tomorrow i think we are doing dinner with another couple then maybe a movie...I cant wait! I work 8-4 tomorrow tho. :(

Last night mom put my phone thru the wash. So it doesnt work. I am using my old pink razor now :( but they are sending me a envy 2 on may 3rd.. :))))

I worked 1130 - 230 today...only 3 hours but it really sucked...

Im pretty tired, but i really dont wanna go to bed yet...still too early....

My neck really hurts tonight...I dont know why.

I've been reading the Bible every night. I really think it helps and I enjoy learning more and am upset that I ever got out of the habit.

New and Revised goals:

• Starting tMonday...eat healthier...for real....gotta get back in that habit
• Reading the Bible once a day
• Watching what I say...I never used to say bad words....or bad things...back to being nicer
• Save $
• Being a amazing GF
• Loveing my Job and doing my best there...because I really do love it

Ok, well Im gonna go join the Bros and the GPA, talk to you later!

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