Recap of 18

Its been a while since ive written, but a lots been going on.

On the 26th I turned 19. And i thought id use this blog to recap the wonderful year I had of being 18.
18 brought on many things. Starting with graduating HS. Something that I'll never forget, but also something i would never wanna go back to. Also, the summer of my 18th year was the best summer ever. So many good times with friends. Campfires, looking at the stars, trying to visit every coffee shop in Findlay, swimming, spending time with family. Working 30+ hours a week, meeting new friends at work. Then in the fall one of my best friends got married, I also felt something i've never felt before when a good friend left. But I also found Kevin. Something that i would never take back . :) 18 also brought on a lot of responsibilities at work and at home. I got promoted to team trainer at work and full time babysitter at home...haha. At first it was hard for me to take charge at work, but its becoming easier everyday. It gives you that good feeling of pleasing your boss..Also having a 6month boyfriend has changed things alot. Never have i been so happy, but at the same time it can be so frustrating. You try to make someone as happy as you can, but sometimes it seems like your best just isnt enough..Like maybe they want more out of you than you can give...and hard times are horrible. You want things to be perfect but you have to realize that they never will be. And that makes you want to just give up....but then you think about life without that person and somehow it makes you motivated to think positive and know that things will work out if they are meant to.

I dont know what God has in store for me as a 19 year old...college wise or boy wise...but I know that I'll figure it out...

Ok, that was the recap of being 18. Standby on the birthday parties blogs!

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